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[The feed starts. Some of you might recognize the area, others might not - it's not that popular anymore. Right now, you see, Kinzo is traversing the Ilex Forest, and he's having quite the time of it. He looks fairly roughed up, for a great number of reasons, but he looks like the reason he's turning on the feed is for reasons... other than his own safety. His expression doesn't give much away. Is he worried? Is he angry? Depending on who you are, how you last left him, you might have your own reason for believing something.]

... I... need to know something. I beg of you, those of you who have the information and answers I seek-- Regardless of the events of the past few days...

Indeed...! Regardless of impostors and fantasies and of... things of that manner... [Kinzo shakes his head, raising a hand to wipe his brow.] This is-- This is of... vital importance to me. No matter what state I am in... This is... more important than that.

[Kinzo takes a breath. A long, deep breath. He stops, to lean against a tree. Though a certain someone has compared him to the madman he is to become, this is hardly the case, and right now, more than ever, it shows through the conflicted expression on his face. His Wingull, perched on his shoulder as always, looks somewhat worried, but is otherwise silent as Kinzo keeps traveling through the trees and whatnot.]

These accursed nightmares... Of all times, must they plague me now...? And why of poor, little Maria...!? What sort of monster would even dream up such a...!? And of all times, when I must deal with that damned woman, walking around with the face of my Bice...!?

...

[Kinzo takes a deep breath. He is here for a reason. He is a soldier. He is to be the Ushiromiya head. He did not come here to vent his woes. He closes his eyes and straightens himself. That damned, disgusting witch can die for all he cares - he has far more important matters to attend to, far more worrying ones.]

Someone - no, anyone! Anyone at all! Confirm for me the locations and, more importantly, health of the following people: Ushiromiya Maria, Ushiromiya Lion, and Ushiromiya Jessica. [Kinzo pauses... shuddering? Yeah, he looks visibly disturbed about something.] It is of the utmost importance that I know, at the very least, that Ushiromiya Maria is safe and that no harm has befallen her. I would greatly appreciate this information, the sooner the better at that!

[Kinzo pauses again, looking like he greatly desires to say more, but he stops there. That's enough for now. He can ask if any others are being plagued by strange nightmares another time. For now... finding out if Maria is safe is the most important thing. ... Instead, he scowls.]

... As for any who claim to be "witches" but are not, for those who steal the faces and names of those who they are not, and to any and all other liars of this manner out there... And, of course, to any who use the title "Golden Witch" and cannot even understand the origin of such a name... If your like have fallen to the very depths of hell itself...!!

I do not mind at all. Your kind deserve all of this and more.

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... Keep an eye on her, Lion. Make sure she stays safe. [That is all he'll say on the topic of Maria for the moment. As for Jessica...] ... Perhaps... Her sentence in this wasteland was far shorter than our own.

[HA HA HA oh yes.] ... Lion. You are... unique, among these grandchildren I have discovered here. You are... The blood of Beatrice flows through your veins. I can tell this without question. There is... love there. [he closes his eyes. With Lion, it's... kind of like Bice, and Kinzo can kind of be okay, even if it's only because of a scenario he's put together in his own mind.] Because of that, I have trusted you... ... it is now time for you to prove to me I was not misguided in placing that trust in you.

I will keep her safe. About Jessica... I suppose that only time can answer that.

[There is a pause before Lion speaks again.] You have spoken with her, right? With that Beatrice, the one who just arrived.

Very well.

[... Indeed. Lion has indeed inherited both his and Beatrice's intelligence and wit. There is no doubt... no doubt of the truth. This further pushes Kinzo towards his forming "reality".] That is... correct. ... You knew, didn't you? What sort of detestable creature she is? Or are you also going to tell me I did the things she claims I did...?

[... Kinzo raises his gaze, new-found resolve there. His truth... Beatrice's fantasy... He will see through it. Forgive him, Lion, but right now, you are but a tool to chip away at the wall preventing him from seeing what is real!!!]

... Tell me, Lion! Tell me, now or never! From your mouth, I want to hear it...!

Tell me your "truth"!!

There are two parts of this story.

One belongs to her, to that witch named Beatrice who just arrived, but also belongs to me. That part I can share, as it also belonged to you.

Beyond that, the second part is purely hers. Her story, and the consequences of that first part are something I won't ever reveal.

[Lion's tone is even during all of this. Never wavering or doubting, as the Truth behind Beatrice's gameboard is something that only she can ever reveal.] You will have to accept that before I even start talking.

[Kinzo is silent as Lion talks, trying to understand the truth behind Lion's words - if there's something there. If something's hidden there. There has to be something that he can understand... Something that he can grasp...]

... Very well. I suppose, as one to succeed the Ushiromiya headship... I cannot ask you to reveal that kind of thing, even as your grandfather. [Proud? Bitter? ... Mmm, maybe both.] Very well. I shall not press that matter if that is your desire.

I... do have one question regarding it, however. You may choose whether or not to answer.

Are these stories separate or are they related?

The second story is a consequence of the first one.

Once I'm done with that first one I will tell you what the second part is about, that and nothing more. Hopefully by then you will understand why I'm keeping silent.

[At this, Lion takes the pokégear and presses some buttons. Say hello to this locked feed.]

This is a painful story, however. This is the reason why I have hesitated so much about telling it to you... But it isn't fate. You can change it with your own hands, you can stop that chain of pain and hatred.

Will you listen?

... Of course.

I've told you from the start, haven't I, Lion? [a thoughtful, poignant pause] I'll tell that witch as well. No fate in the world can control Ushiromiya Kinzo-- That is something I control myself!

[with that, he nods!]

So--!! Naturally, I shall listen, Ushiromiya Lion...!

I expected no less from you...

[Lion stops and takes a deep breath.] First of all, all the things I have said so far are truth.

I am Beatrice's and your grandchild, and I was raised by Krauss and Natsuhi as if I were their own child, without them or even myself knowing of my true origin.

It is also true that I only recently learned of my own origins and that I learned about this from you.

However the story of my birth is much longer, and far more painful.

... Your birth, Lion?

[Kinzo suddenly doesn't like where this is going... But if he is to reach the truth and, more importantly, fight against the untruths of that witch... He cannot go in blind, can he? ... With a heart growing increasingly heavy, he nods.]

I see. A secret my future self told you only towards the end... Such circumstances...

Continue. I'm ready if you are.

You talked to me about Beatrice and about how you two had met... You told me about how you felt since the beginning of your life as the head, and about how she gave you a life worth living.

You also talked to me about the gold, and about your choice to move to Rokkenjima... There you built a second mansion, Kuwadorian, where Beatrice lived and where you would meet her as often as possible.

So far, this all sounds correct. I have yet to actually move the family to Rokkenjima, but I've already begun to plan. ... It's good to know things go so smoothly.

Clearly, however, this does not last. What happens?

Eventually, Beatrice got pregnant with your child. A girl...

However the pregnancy didn't end well.

A... girl. Just as I had thought.

[The happiness at the news, however, catches in Kinzo's throat. Lion exists, therefore the girl had to be fine. Therefore... Therefore...!]

... You don't mean...

[Lion nods quietly at that.]

Beatrice didn't make it...

...

[Had it come from another person, perhaps - no, almost certainly, Kinzo might have erupted into a mighty chorus of UWOOOOOOOOOOH. Perhaps, were Kinzo a bit on in his years, just a little more, he might start ranting to the heavens... Perhaps, were he still not in love's most purest, honeymoonal state, he might do a lot.

But right now, he only knew love. Right now... Without a doubt, if it was coming from Lion, his grandchild, then this fact... At least for Lion... was true... There was absolutely no denying it.

Beatrice Castiglioni... The woman who raised Ushiromiya Kinzo from the dead... would die.]

[... The Gear falls from Kinzo's hands, camera-down towards the ground. If this were a visual novel, this track would start playing. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k-9Erm_Nr-s) As for Kinzo himself... He is shaking, but he is still silent. He quickly realizes his legs can no longer hold him, and it is at this point he falls to his knees.

... He is crying. Not a loud, thunderous roar of a sob as he is accustomed to but... Simply, quiet sobs, of a man who was just informed his true love had passed, without even a moment's warning. Perhaps there had been... Perhaps there were signs... And he'd been ignoring them all along... But out of Lion's mouth-- Out of the mouth of one who had Beatrice's blood-- ... It was as good as a doctor walking out of an operating room and saying it.

She was dead.

Quiet sobs began to escape him, and he began to pound his hand softly against the ground.]

Bice... This... That should be a happy time...! And yet... And yet...! Why must you pass like that, and leave me alone...?! Why...!? After we had both only just begun to live...?!

U-Uwoooooh... Beatrice... Bice... I... My love...! Why must fates conspire against us so...? If only I had met you sooner... If only I had been more of a man, perhaps I could have fought... But then... Krauss, Eva, Rudolf, Rosa... Even if I care nothing for their mother... Even if she was merely forced upon me by the elders, my children... my grandchildren... Would they not exist...? And if I were to... Would Lion as well...?!

[Even now, he knows at the same time this has yet to happen for him - he tries to think of ways to escape this fate. Perhaps, still too caught up in the wound Lion has brought upon him, the simplest answers are not arising, but for now... Kinzo quietly sobs into the grass.]

... Uwoooooh... Uwoooooooooooooh...!! Beatrice...!!! I... I swear it...!!

I will save you... My Bice...!!

[... Kinzo's sobs become silent, but he's still there. It'll take him a while though, if you don't mind waiting, Lion.]

[Even with this, the rest of the story... It only gets worse and worse. To be sincere Lion would prefer skipping the next part... But maybe explaining how far Kinzo's madness went... How deep the sin ran, then it would also explain why Beatrice behaved as she did with him.

So Lion will just sit quietly and wait for Kinzo to recover...

Everything could be stopped. Even if it created a world where Lion wouldn't exist. Even if it changed everything... At least somewhere, in some fragment or universe or anything, Beatrice Castiglioni would live on and her daughter would have a normal, happy life.

Maybe there would be no fights over the inheritance, no murders and no broken promises...

Such a world wouldn't be bad at all, would it? Even if one could never see it with their own eyes...]

[... Eventually, Kinzo's eyes have run try. Eventually, his sobs must come to a halt. Eventually... He has come to his answer. The forest is silent. The forest will not supply him hope. The forest will not supply him love. The forest will not supply him aid.

Kinzo himself must do that.]

... Lion...

... Ushiromiya Liiiooonnnnnnn...!!

[... Wait, what!? Why is THIS track (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fsOmgr3q4sA) playing now, of all times!?]

[HE PICKS UP THE CAMERA. He's muddy. His eyes are red, his face tear stained. All in all? He looks like crap. But there's a volcano erupting in this man's eyes. He's not done yet - his life has only begun, and his Beatrice still has a whole life ahead of her, which means...!!]

I don't think I asked you to stop talking, Lion!! Why have you fallen silent!? We aren't here to pay our respects for the dead - we're here to stop them from dying, are we not!?

[Kinzo throws his hand outward, roaring with passion now. He will not lose Beatrice. He will not. But to do that - and more importantly, to not lose himself against that impostor, who not only has been walking around as her-- but stomping around atop her very grave...!! He has to know everything.]

The story isn't complete! It's far from it, Lion! You are not born yet, are you!? And children simply don't pop up out of thin air! There is still a story left to tell, if this is truly your tale, isn't there!? And I have still yet to die, haven't I...!? Do not think of me so foolish as to believe I sit and do nothing after my beloved has fallen!!

[Tears begin streaming down his face again, but it's a different kind of tears now - he's crying, yes, but he looks more determined than ever. He is going to save Beatrice. At all costs.]

Tell me! Tell me Lion! I am no fool! This world has taught me more than you realized...!! That damned Battler, foolish as he sounds, has left enough clues, and with them I have heard!! Oh, yes, I have heard, heard that I become a madman, and no I understand-- It's all clear to me now! How could I not, with Bice gone!?

[Is he even breathing? Does a man like this NEED to breathe!? Regardless, he's still going!]

Tell me what kind of monster I become! I can take it-- And what's more, I will kill it! I will learn it and destroy it, that fate, with my own two hands!!

You say I can't fight fate, you damned witch!? Hah...! You ignorant little child! You have no idea what you're talking about! We create fate with our own two hands! I could have left the Ushiromiya family to rot, but I did not, and I could leave this future to happen as you say it is destined... but I will NOT!!

[And now, Lion, he's looking Right. At. You.]

Tell me, Lion! I will never forgive you if you stop here!! The future head can't be a coward!! [He's on a roll here. He roars, he keeps going-- Do you see it, Lion? Do you see why this was a man so feared back in his youth!?] Do I kill!? Do I rape!? Do I steal!? Do I destroy!? Hold nothing back!! I must know it all... I must know every little detail, and then--

[HERE IT IS.

THE POINTING.]

I will kill the future Ushiromiya Kinzo and stop him from ever existing!!

You went mad with grief. Drowning in your studies of the occult, you believed that child to be Beatrice reborn.

You named her Beatrice, and she grew in Kuwadorian, knowing nothing of the world beyond the gates of her mansion, only ever talking to the servants and to you.

She was told she was the vessel for the soul of a powerful witch. She was told she existed to hold that soul, and each day she wondered why she couldn't just be herself instead of Beatrice.

As she grew, each day she looked more and more like the Beatrice you had known, like her mother... Yet you never allowed her to call you "father", for her you were "Kinzo".

[... Kinzo's eyes widen. Not because he's shocked - well, he is, but not because of the sin itself, but rather... Could it be...?]

Lion. The other Beatrice that resides here...

[A pause. It... It has to be. There's no other explanation.]

She... Is she--

[He pauses, a hand coming to clutch his chest. He feels... He's not sure how he feels, though could there possibly be a word for such a feeling? ... Regardless, he needs to word his question, even though he already knows the answer. He needs to know everything.]

The other Beatrice... She's my daughter, isn't she?

Yes. She is your daughter and my birth mother.

I was shocked when I saw her in Johto... I couldn't just leave her alone, it was too dangerous, as she still knew nothing of the world outside the fence.

[Kinzo doesn't speak now. For now, he realizes his sin. Perhaps not the details, but... If he truly believed her to be Bice then... There is only one thing to conclude...]

... Lion, am I your...?

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